Hey there. Welcome to PC sounds like you're having a real rough time. I just wanted to let you know that you aren't alone in barely floating in college.

It might not sound like depression to you but it sure sounds like it to me D: a lot of the symptoms you are experiencing sound very similar to me. Have you considered going to your university's health services? Mine were super friendly and helped me find a counselor and etc. In general, finding anyone you think you can trust would be good to talk to about. Maybe an adviser can help you think about a plan for the future?

): I hope things start to look up for you! Definitely keep us posted!