So, I have had always had this problem. Freaking out and lashing out and making rash decisions. Anyone else do this?

I made a thread earlier, and some of the comments really hit home. A guy I really liked disappeared this weekend and I totally lashed out and ended things because I don't like guys that disappear.

You know the waiting, the wondering, the feeling in the pit of your stomach. I just don't want that.

But one of the posters said I was acting like a teenager, and I really believe that I do. Is it the bipolar? Do we just jump and freak out and lash out when things don't go our way?

I'm really confused about this, and I am tired of feeling this way. I wish I was normal, Sigh.