Anger has been burning so deep inside me. But at the same time I'm up. Well maybe it's not at the same time. I'm up until something annoys or pushes a button. Then I want to hurt someone. I'm sleeping but it's only because of the seroquel my dose got upped. In the hope that I'll even out. In the past 3 days I've spent too much money not that right now I don't have it, but some needs to be saved. Just in case I get put in the hospital. I'm not hidding the problems I'm having while I'm at work. My desire to be noticed for my special abilities is too strong.
-Tig
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PTSD possible bipolar
Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin
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