Same here. It's taking every measure of self control I have not to declare undying love for my friend ( I always get sexually unappropriate feelings for him when I'm hypomanic ). All I want is to hear his voice and for him to say things that excite me. I'm trying so hard not to message him and when I do I'm sat staring at my phone waiting for him to reply .
I want to email him and try to explain to him that I'm like this because of the bp and I need him just to stick with my until this cycle ends. But he really doesn't understand so it's pointless. This does well and truly suck !