I have these moments where I'll feel like "yeah I'm gonna get this moving, and I'm gonna feel great and inspired!" And I might even get a lot done that day, heck I might even keep up that little bit of momentum for a day or two. Then, I'm right back in the gray flatness of just "nothing." The thing that's funny to me is people say things like "there is a light at the end of the tunnel" or "its always darkest before the dawn", I see the light, its shining on me, I feel the warmth of it but I feel absolutely nothing about it, its just there.