get on my bike and go take a ride. Wham! It's freakin everywhere I look. I'm having one of those I can't handle it moments. Yesterday evening they picked up half the crap across the street, or should I say in the street. And left alot for me to clean up. I shovled for two hours this morning to get it out the street and only did half. It was too heavy. And it stank so damn bad. Me and my neighbors try our best to keep our street looking the best we can. But we can't keep up with the mess. I think the reason I always am suffering a cough and sinus problems is all the %#@&#! still sitting there to this day and I'm sitting smack dab in the middle of the oil spill. I try so freaking hard to be happy and just can't get there. There's so much to be unhappy about. Help me find happy again. Can someone please give me suggestions to get through the day. And I already tried those rose colored glasses. And I ain't moving. I made a commitment and I'm hard headed enough to follow through if I don't die first. (no pun intended)