Got about just a little bit over an hour's sleep last night (as usual, my sleep patterns are messed up). My dad's literally only just noticing that I barely get any sleep when this has been going on for a long time. On the phone, he told me to go to the doctor to get sleeping pills. If he took my diagnosis seriously he'd know that troubled sleep is a symptom of depression. But no, "people have it worse off than me so I shouldn't be depressed." Discriminating pain in the rear end can shove his insults where the sun doesn't shine. Besides that, I know they won't put me on medication because I'm only young. So while on the waiting list for therapy, I'm stuck in limbo, getting worse day by day.

I felt horrible for having to leave my sick dog at home while I went to college. But when I got my time table, I found out that I shouldn't have come in during the morning and was only needed in the afternoon. Are you #!$@*!! kidding me? I couldn't go back either because my return ticket would be invalid upon my return. So in the end my engagement adviser had arranged to slip me into the morning maths class for today so I could return home at lunch time. But that really pee'd me off. They could have phoned me to tell me to come in, in the afternoon. My phone is turned on and is fully charged. Plus they have my number.

I came home to find my dog had made poop on my carpet. I couldn't get mad at her though. She's got a bad stomach and it's affecting her defecation. I disinfected the carped three times over to get rid of the stain. But it still smells like dog poo in my room. So I'm going to have to go to the pet shop to get some deodorizing carpet cleaner designed for when a dog has an accident. According to the product information on Pets at Home's website, they have one that deters the dog from doing it again in the same spot. Well, I don't want her getting it into her head that it's okay to do it in the flat when she regains full control over her bowels.

The only good news I have is that today, she's managing to keep her food down. So, pretty soon she should start regaining weight. She's slowly getting better so I don't think she'll need to make a trip to the vet.