The university's health services doesn't exist in my magnificent university. I don't know if we really can call this a university. And I'd better abandon the idea of a shrink or any external help, since they are all quacks. My family, never had really had good relations with them, and to be perfectly honest, I consider them like threats. The only person who listens to my complaints is a friend of mine, but we don't have the same perspective about life.

Now I wonder what I should do. I clearly know that life like most people live won't suit me, and most of it has already passed me by. I need to know that we can live differently, out of the boundaries of society, since I made sure that I'm definitely antisocial.

By the way, thanks for the support, mate.