been there. done that. got the t-shirt. lol i know what you are feeling and i want you to know you are not alone. it is soooo frustrating when the person you care so much about doesn't seem to care it wasn't until tears later that i found out he was going through his own stuff and wanted to but didn't know how. i hope that maybe by being on here and hearing that you aren't alone helps. oh and by the way being bi-polar isn't the end of the world... i'm bi-polar and being diagnosed actually helps because it's a chemical imbalance and sometimes all you need is to get balanced. just saying!