Lol, I have an Indian doctor. Not sure how I feel about her right now because she wont call in my psych medication to the pharmacy so I can refill my prescription before I see her on the 20th. I'm currently out of meds and it's effecting me right now. Also been debating on weather or not to go to netcare (its like a free mental health ER in my area). I've been feeling like **** lately. Been thinking about suicide and SIing. However I told my mom that being off my meds is effecting me and she gives out a big sigh like she's saying "Oh go not this again". She thinks I'm doing this for attention. Plus I don't like going to netcare because when they put me in their little psych unit for those who have no insurance I don't think they believed me when I was having hallucinations. They just labeled me as "borderline personality disorder" due to self injury, medicated me with a low does of antidepressants, and sent me on my way. Every hospital I've been in believed me about my hallucinations but they don't seem to. Screw them.