I told my husband to do with something with his girlfriend's letters... he kept that in his car and again lied me that he through it away. I feel like i am all crap. I left everything for him - my parents, my country, my friends, my life style, my necessity everything... Why does he not understand my love? I have been pateince with him from last 4 years. now i have no more energy............ I even forgive him(although he does not feel sorry for that) to lie me for 4 years( about his past) but why is he doing all this? why can not he forget his ex and start a new life with me? he married with me because of his parents. what was my fault? still i am trying to do things better. i almost cry all day.... thanks for listening. i really don't know what should i do? i feel like what's the point to live like this?