I have wrote before with always having the deadly nightmares, which are always me fighting for my life and even dying at the hand of my very abusive ex. Yet,a couple of times a month i don't have nightmares, but i always dream of my disabled daughter who passed away at the age of 16 a few years ago. And my sin died one year later at 21 in a car wreck, and one year after that, my husband died of a heart attack. I have never dreamed of them though, just my daughter who was my angel that required 24/7 care. Please, someone help me figure this out, because it makes me feel bad, like my son and husband weren't as loved by me, but they were..... help me before i go crazy, please.