I quit my Risperdal. It dilutes and weakens me. I wish to be purely myself. I don't want my mind altered against my will. I quit my Risperdal and all of my other psychiatric medications, save the sleepers. It's not as if they were helping me. I've been seeing things, and intensely suicidal, as if it's my artistic vocation to die young and beautifully, since November. Goodbye, Risperdal.