I would love to tell you that it does get better but honestly, I don't know. You sound like you are doing the best you can for your mental health, I think getting out of the house is important, but like you sleep (or lack of) was the biggie for me. Your husband is maybe not as "thoughtfull" as you, to put it nicely. He needs a kick up the rear end as it is sooo important to "date" when you are married. You are doing all the right things and I hope that it keeps good for you. Its a tragety that you cannot afford the meds you need. I could not manage without meds, being on them is ok, without them I am a wreck.