DearT,, PDoc T,
Here's why the thanks. I arrived back in your office, back in October '12, still pining for the crush that just was to never happen. That lengthy email affair, oft feeling it was more local, on a deep gut level. You were casually talking my ear off. Upon rescheduling, I turned back and looked,at you. Perhaps in some twisted transference moment, saying to myself, F, You know what, you are worthy of attraction to/from other men, intelligent men. Then, Dec rolled around, after all this journalling, poetic workthrough, and a few dreams analyzed. At that point, my crush refused to meet me. You, in a most serious gaze, looked me in the eye, saying 'People Lie!'
Yeah, yeah, to myself!!! Darn right, came away, feeling, you know what, F, screw this fantasy effect. Break free!!!
And I did. I broke free. I ended that emotional affair. With you, giving my wings an extra boost.
So thank you, more than you realize!
-Me
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