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Originally Posted by punkybrewster6k
Made an appointment last week. have to wait until march because i want a woman T.
My dad was a pastor. We grew up with no tv or secular music. he molested every little girl that came into our house and my mom helped. Why am I telling you all this? Not the place to air dirty laundry.
Im so sorry. this is not the forum to do this in. I just dont like the other forums. You all know me. i dont want to get to know a bunch of strangers somewhere else.
I will be okay. tomorrow is another day. Maybe im bipolar or something. Maybe thats why Bean is so sick. i am there for her and do the best I can. I make sure she has a loving, supportive,peaceful environment.
Im sorry.......................................................ugg. I will feel better tomorrow.
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That's a good first step
I've dealt with child sexual abuse / rape in my past. I can understand. If you ever need to talk about it I'm here.
Not sure what's different here than in other threads on this forum. I seem to be able to connect with people here more. Maybe it's because we're dealing with similar issues? Schizophrenia/Psychosis is a *****. lol plus we are able to talk about other issues as well. Not just schizophrenia/psychosis.
Sometimes you just got to take it a day at a time. Suicidal thoughts are no joke. I'm sure Bean loves her mommy. Mommy has to take care of herself first tough to be fully there for Bean.