Today will be an interesting day. I worked out, did my makeup and all the things that are supposed to help the depression cycle but idk. I have homework and other stuff to do but I have no motivation. I just want to sleep(only slept 3hrs. last night. I want to sleep all day and be up all night!) or stare at the wall all day. I don't really want to be around people because I'm easily irritated today and the thought of being around people makes my heart pound and race... But withdrawal from people is (from what I've heard) is worse for the depression?. But to try and be optimistic, I guess, at least I'm trying.