Thanks smmath
I ended up caving In tonight and relapsing for the first time since last summer. I allowed it to happen, rather than waiting until I totally lost control. I've been through the worst storms recently, so I gave myself this one. Forgive and forget.
Unfortunately this doesn't apply to my partner. He's pissed at me x
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Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing
Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013)
'Borderline traits'
Dissociative episodes