thank you everyone for the positive words and advice=] . As the day progressed I got worse and worse (hence my late replies) but I decided to just sit outside with do distractions and at the least do my homework. I'm still down (if not more so after my "family" forgot about me today) but we have to remind ourselves that just doing something is a huge accomplishment as the temptation to do nothing is so easy to fall into. I hope one day I can help y'all as y'all have helped me. You guys reminded me people do understand and care, which pulled me up enough to pick up my homework. Thanks again <3