I'm just randomly crying right now I don't know why I'm just wallowing in my own sadness freaking out about school oh god why am I such a loser no one will talk to me and I'm aimlessly rambling about nothing Im so lonely I can FEEL it. You have to be pretty damn lonely to be able to physically FEEL it. It's not pleasant at all, it's like your heart is longing for something that isn't there. I need to talk to someone and no one is there for me. I always hope for a friend who might come along and be there for me, but lets face it, it's never going to happen I should just quit while I'm ahead shouldn't I? I mean come on, if no one will talk to me online what right do I have to expect someone will talk to me in real life? I'm completely alone, and if I'm on here nobody's online so it's not like I can talk so someone and I only go on here when I need to talk to someone
Ok I'm done now sorry for wasting your time with my piece of ***** rambling s and complicated things