It's not that you did not love your husband or son with all your heart, I'm sure you did. But let's be honest because it's ok and understandable. You loved your daughter more because perhaps you felt she needed it more. There is nothing wrong with that or nothing to be ashamed of. I lost my son and it hurt me more then losing my mother. That does not mean I did not love my mother. We hold some people closer to our hearts. There is no guilt or shame in that. Because love is unmeasurably.