Unstable here just thought I would say today my heart hurts so bad the pain I feel is so bad. My grandma is in critical condition she fell down her stairs at some point between saturday and sunday morning when my father found her she had lost a lot of blood and was unconscious. She had surgery but she is not breathing on her own. I am so very upset my gran means so much to me I'm not ready to lose her. Ugh anyway I just don't even have anything in me to even type just keep my gran in thoughts please!