It sounds like you felt their love was conditional? Conditional on you not being who you really are? That your feelings weren't acceptable? To feel like the people who you depend on for life don't approve of who you are is massive. It is isolating and it is shaming. It strikes at your very core. That kind of separation is hugely damaging and can definitely affect your attachment style.
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