I am finding this whole forum is overwhelming me. I see what everyone is going thru which I've gone thru as much myself...but it depresses me to constantly be reminded of how bad I was and could be again. I have nothing to offer no insights...just that I don't want to think about it and read about it. Living it is bad enough but to read it and be forced to think because I read it and it reminds me and keeos me in a loop. Maybe reading this stuff makes me more depressed.

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