Canceled the lunch.

Took plastic bags to recycle.

At the store, bought and ate two juuuuicy peaches, realizing just how dehydrated I had driven myself.

Took lithium, elavil, Zyprexa prn, and, thinking tbat it can't hurt, Klonopin prn.

Going to bed soon.

So relieved that I canceled the lunch, thanks.

A commitment, even to a lunch with a friend, is still a stressor...