I haven't been on a while but this time I need to. I thought my life was headed in an ok direction but now it seems to be going back to that place I don't want to be. My job is not going good an my anxiety gets in the way. I am currently going to a group therapy and it helps some but most days all I want to do is stay at home where I don't have to worry about what people think and I'm more relaxed there. I'm at a point in my life that I'm annoyed that I still don't know what i want in my life. Wishing when I was just leaving high school that I knew what I wanted. I'm ashamed that I quit college and ruined the chance to get someone where in life instead of looking for other jobs that will work with me since I done have much education or experience. Sometimes I just want to quit my job and apply for disability but idk if they do for people my age with depression and anxiety and I'm afraid that I will have to explain to people why. Just frusturated it feels good to let it out a little.