Yes, since I was in middle school the thought of getting out alone in the real world frighten me. I have any skills beside studying, maybe I don't have either this.
Maybe you have to see it on the good side, you are about to finish college, college is hard stuff at least from my experience. I'm trying to guess if I could finish myself. So congrats, I think, even you don't feel excited about it.
They say life is too short, well for some it may be, for others it may be to long. Batling everyday is not the finniest way to live. Being alone and have no friends is terrible, I have been pull myself apart from college academic activities because I found me a outsider more and more, I have no friends to, and I really think I'm the only person in my year in that situation, so I feel like a real akward person. Talking to those and that and then hiding from them in order to not have to do it again... get somehow close and after then just feeling distant, and as the time pass more distanct. Actually I'm thinking in skipping the graduating cerimonies if I get their because I have no one to write on my caricature or to walk with in the parade (tradition in my country), I don't have anyone to take pictures with and remember the great times. And even so the people I had been with don't know me at all... I don't know me, but I know they have a completly misslead idea about me. You're not the only one.
But I was saying, just wait, life is longer then they say...Your is in front of you. I don't know you have help or no, but if you haven't you should...because it is what makes me believe that maybe until the time that left me to get in the real world things get diferent to me. Believe in yourself.