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I don't think there's anything anybody can do. I'm just a piece of crap. I think my therapist will end up really hating me and/or really hurting over the fact that I can't get well. Trying to help me will just poison her because the only thing inside of me is poison. It's all I have to give.

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<font color="purple"> ((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS ))))))) </font>

I too use to feel the exact same way.... but that was 10 years ago and before I spent 8 straight years in counseling - working hard on ME no matter what may come my way, for I needed to release all the hate and poison that dwelled inside of me and luck had it that I found a wonderful T (she was my 4th T).

Hang in there and keeping looking and always work hard on the emotional wounds that control you..... if I can do it after 4 suicide attempts then I have faith that you and others can do it too.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -