Dear nycgal448,

So you want to "do something real bad" and prove your mother right?

How does it help improve your situation?

Everybody speaks from her/his own perspective or intelligence level. So does your mother. Let her do what she does, you learn to ignore it. Her perception about you does not have to become your reality. Your reality is what you create for yourself.

The best thing at this moment to get rid of your anger is to exercise hard, and get rid of your toxicity.

Take care.