((((((((FUZZYBEAR)))))))) Trust is a hard thing when you haven't had it. Some of us were raised in such a way that trust was taken off the table.

It is a baby steps thing that has to be learned person by person. I am still learning those lessons. Don't give up on it Fuzzy. This is something you can work on with a therapist. Knowing that you have trust issues/ saying it out loud is in itself a self knowledge that can become a tool to help you grow.

I am hoping that by being very clear about this, those around you can know they need to be absolutely honest and trustworthy with you. That's how it will start. Fuzzybear! Be a brave bear YIMT