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Originally Posted by elevatedsoul
on the outside i try to put forward an optimist, always happy trying to do anything and everything for everyone...
on the inside i feel very much pain and suffering.. i even have dialogs with myself of why i have what seems to be 2 different personalities?
its just confusing and slowing down my progress... sometimes i wish i could shoot the nice guy so the real me can be expressed hehe...
why is this..? i feel i can put forward the real me over the computer, as in here on these forums but i still "sugar coat" things...?
"sigh"
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It could be that on the inside you are very hurt and angry from past trauma and need to deal with that Have you tried a therapist. I hope the best for you kp