The day would probably be normal if I hadn't ruined it trying to think about how stupid I'm. I think I'm so boring and that no one really cares about me because I am a boring, distanct person who pull everyone away. I really think I've been anoying people around here, at least the ones that come here frequently because of my pointless post...guess I have some kind of need for atention that I totaly don't have in the real world. I imagine what other people think when they see what I write, it's like "shut up" we are worst way down than you and we are not complaining about that.
I just have to make the note that today I feel very depersonalized, at least I notice it, and I still can't see or worrie about the future and I should. Even I think my memory is a little bit better I continue to surprise myself about how I had forgot certain things.