There is NO way to understand the evil things people do. Tr y to put the blame where it belongs. Knowing the difference between YOUR stuff and THEIR stuff is a big key in life. As far as RAINN is concerned can you not communicate with them on-line? Stay in counseling....Hugs, Nicole

P.S. If someone else came to you and told the same story you just shared here, perhaps you could think of this in that way.....You wouldn't blame that person, I am guessing.