My anxiety is responsible for great deal of SI.

I just realized this.

I'm also bipolar but holy crap this breakthrough.

I've spent a year laying in bed, mooching off my mother, no income, no job, no friends, nothing, afraid to leave the house, afraid of the future, afraid I have no future.

I'm afraid and worried about everything and it's crippling me.

what's the point of everything? why am I broken?

Why is it so easy for everyone else!?!