It is still presented as an option vs being forced...
It's rather terrifying to think about.
I got the call and I don't see the ECT doc til mid march & that's not to say yeah or neah to it.. I don't know..... I've tried countless antidepressants, and adjunct meds, cbt, self help books, learning to verbalized my feelings instead of bottling them up.... Part of me of course fears something going horribly wrong during the procedure, or it not helping me at all after all the treatments thus I'll be stamped with the label of treatment resistant depression/ chronic... All I know is I can't be like this forever. And to list another worry, I'm getting married next January and am terrified I won't be able to enjoy any of the process leading up or the actual day itself.... On my worst days I basically tell him to run for the hills as this illness has such a grip on me!arghhhhh I don't know what to do. But thanks for listening.