Dear T,

Thanks for knowing I've been testing you all this time (even when I didn't realize it), and for waiting so patiently for me to touch on what's hurting so much to then tell me so. To tell me you understand and that it's even expected and perfectly ok. I'm so thankful for that.....I just don't know why you did it. It doesn't fit with my worldview and I'm at a loss for words....