Looks like the early days of a pretty nasty anxiety disorder. Your therapist is clueless for the simple reason that your life, judging by what you've typed, is disordered as a result of your blatant anxiety. Try again, with someone who knows what they're on about. I might be a lot less messed up if my old child psychiatrist knew what the hell he was doing. ¬_¬ You don't wanna live your life angry at the idiot who didn't bother to pay attention, so make yourself heard! You're struggling, and you'll be damned if you'll let people write it off as teenager bullcrap. I've had OCD since I was a little boy, and anxiety issues since something like 12 - nobody bothered to get me the right help; they all thought I was just being a typical kid, then later it became a typical teenager, and here I am, 27, "disabled". Sorry to be all depressing, I just don't like the idea of someone being ignored like that. Maybe there's nothing wrong with you, aside from a mad 5 minutes, but I'm far from convinced that's the case. I think the earlier you catch these things, the better the chances you have of getting past it, or at least, learning how to cope, before it tears you to pieces as an adult. Good luck, OP.