nicoleflynn, I'm not sure if I can still communicate with them. I will look into it. And I am trying to place the blame where it should go. But I cant because of the questions in my orginal post stopping me from doing this and moving on.
I've tried that but it doesn't work. I think it would be disgusting if it happened to anyone else. But he deserved to treat me that way... Because I dunno... Hes better than me.