I did my inventory yesterday with sponsor. How wondeful it was to get honest with her about whats going on!!! I'm feeling so much better.....aaaahhhhhh. When I arrived at her house, I sat on her couch in tears, and then when I left I was smiling again. She laughed when I told her I'm back on the "magic mountain" roller coaster instead of the "kiddy" rollercoaster, haha!