I have a lot of trust issues. I tend to share little things, not because I feel comfortable sharing it or feel like I trust the person... but because I figure that it's important to try and show someone that I trust them. Even when I don't. But I know that's my issue and not usually theirs. So I share littlish things and then freak out and trust them less, even when they have a good reaction. Sharing larger things is sooooooooooooo hard and usually ends up in a withdrawal on my end.
Of course, so far, when I try to trust I then get shown why I shouldn't have trusted them.
It's such a stupid cycle!
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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