Hi Mulan,
Thanks for answering my question. I asked you about normalcy because i have read you talk about normalcy before and i was curious about your idea of normalcy. To me, it is not exactly like the concept of beauty, but you are right, it is quite similar. There is a normative or scale and it is externally determined. We could discuss years about it but to me the most important thing is that you observe and realize your behavior and thoughts and feelings behind it are not similar to the behavior, etc of the majority of people. So, you are sure there is something wrong with you, mostly at social level. You said that you did not want to be like your mom, who seems to have some social issues, as well. Do you think that you can have inherited these issues from your mom? I am asking you because my psychiatrist told me that in me there was a tendency inhereted from my mom. Ok, hope you feel better and i look foward being in touch with you