Second in a series of dreams on this subject (dreamed after she has left me):

NOTE before reading this some background info: We don't do drugs, however I do drink and she does not approve of that. My Friends in this dream do drink and smoke leaf and although I don't smoke I do not have a problem with those that do. Some of my ex-fiances family do smoke tobacco only and drink socially that is all. My Fiance has a bipolar disorder and her sister owns a truck like this for real (W/o any red stripes though). Although I don't smoke leaf, during the last year my Fiance and I were together I sometimes did with my friends when she wasn't around and had talked to her about doing it but she did not want to. This dream seems very obvious to me and now I don't smoke but I still drink some but definitely not like I was during our last year together. I drank heavily during our last year together because of my financial problems and I know this was a big problem for her. I have since mended my ways with my desire to gain self-control and have improved my financial situation somewhat.

The Dream:

(My ex with her problems):

My Fiance and me are at a party with friends. She is sitting on the couch and I am sitting in a chair next to her. I see a friend of mine sitting in a chair across from us drinking a beer on the other side of the room. Someone sitting next to her offers her something to smoke. She is hesitant but I encourage her to go ahead and she does.
Suddenly she makes strange chirping and clucking sounds. She becomes very nervous to the point of paranoia. She is under the influence as she becomes very afraid, more than she should be. My friends understand and do not make fun of her. I try to comfort her but I think she is pulling away.

Fade to:

(Her family comes to get her)

Her sister and family pull up into the front yard driving a big silver pickup truck, somehow I see some red stripes in the paint job. The truck looks like an F-350 Ford or maybe a chevy. My fiance is getting in. I am outside on the drivers side when the door opens as one of them says "Will (or "You should") come with us? I can sense that I really do want to, but I can see my reflection in the glass of the window. I see that my face reflects that it is blurred from obvious drunkenness. Feeling personal shame I realize that I cannot or should not go, I refuse and I turn and walk away as they leave.

The dream ends and I wake up covered in sweat.

Note: She is now living with her sister in Florida (South of here, but not with the sister in the first dream. She has two sisters).;refer to the first dream in this series for an explanation. As time goes on I begin to see a defined pattern.

Thoughts anyone?