Hi anonymius,

Seems like your situation is causing you a lot of confusion. I could be totally missing the mark here though. I have the opposite experience. I feel way too much and have to be very careful of situations that lead me to feeling overwhelmed.

I'm hoping somehow you'll gain some clarity about why you're having these experiences. Maybe there are other members here who can offer you more understanding or who can relate better to what you are experiencing. I wish I could have offered more to you.

Take gentle care of yourself,
Calm