As I stated in my first post - I have reasons for hating this name that I did not wish to go into - but in reality the NAME brings me much sadness and resentment when heard, spoken or seen (and) YES I know the reason why and YES it is the name of a real person from my past that has much EMOTIONAL PAIN / INNER WOUNDS attached to it.

I never really placed this issue into the PTSD - don't know why (even though I do suffer from ptsd) - and then after reading a few post here in this thread I started to wonder if the problem might have evolved into a PD?

LoVe,
Rhapsody -