...and T, thank you for the clinical way you signed off your email response this morning. In the past I would have been upset by the impersonal-ness of it, but not now. I think it was the last push I needed to stop making appointments. Our work isn't so much therapy anymore and hasn't been for awhile. You said it yourself last night that you've become more of a mentor to me and since I'm paying out of pocket since you moved, it's getting harder for me to do that with the therapy not so much in the picture anymore. So it's time for ME to move along for reals this time. I love you, I'm so grateful to you for how much you have helped me to help myself in the past 2+ years, but it's time for me to let you go.

(ok. I said it here. Now to figure out how to say it for reals to you.)

I guess it would be wrong to send it in a letter huh.