Let's pratice my english a little bit. What about today? It's fine when you don't have to face the real world and you can "hide in your shell". Now I'm feeling that's a lot of rocks in my way that I have to move on. I can't really talk about my day because it is just as it didn't had happened. But it had some times when I thought? What are you doing, please keep rational. I can't. I hope to not ruin things, I hope there aren't bad consequences from it. I deal in the past with some similar issues, ok, not quite similar, but alike and it went out some what not good. I'm still trying to figger out what atitude should I take in order to solve it nicely. I realized the best actitude know is to stay quiet, maybe I should stay quiet more often and don't be drift out by my "imagination", inner world may be better.