fine.
it IS a psych center site.
so that`s the only place i can express myself without looking redoiculous:

every saturday evening i open my email and most of the time i see some msg.
i don`t have much friends in reality, so the internet is a good solusion.

BUT...........
there are times when YOUR BEST FRIENDS have no %#@&#! time for you and you expected for some comumucaiton and you are disspointed and don`t feel like working.
and tomorrow i have to wake up at 5:00AM and i hate thinkong of everyhting it sucks i don`t know.
SUCKES SUCKES SUCKES everuthing everyhting everyhting %#@&#! it ***** ******** **********************!!!!!!!!

why the heck no 1 ever gives a %#@&#!????!!!!

whew.........
well.........

i really love to SHOUT shout let it all out!!