in a world gone crazy i dont think we can say there really is something "wrong" with us, no ones "normal" but some of us have conditions that are disabling and cause everyday greif which interrupts life and your pleasure activities
all i can do is welcome you to the board and hope that you find some answers here, maybe can start by checking this out

Attachment disorder - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

im not sure how you react with people? just throwing the ball out in the park so to speak

sorry you're feeling bad, hope you find some relief soon as well; it definitely cant hurt to see a professional and talk about it though