I think that I am stable right now. However, I am depressed over my move to China being postponed and things falling apart with the guy I was seeing. I just sit around, eat a little more than I should, and smoke cigs. And cry. I am so bored and unable to see a way out of this rut in the near future. I've become hopeless.

I've suffered with chronic boredom for the longest time. I feel like unless there is something huge going on, I am bored. I don't bother meeting new friends or seeing a lot of the ones I have because most people bore me. The boredom depresses me. I used to drink a lot to add more excitement. I don't anymore.

I move a lot because I feel like no place is good enough. I get bored of a place quickly.

Can anyone relate? Is this a bi polar thing? What should I do?