You said it's up to me to end therapy and that you would never kick me out, but what do you mean by that? What if I get annoying? What if I stop improving, but can't bring myself to leave? What if I do something wrong and you hate me? Are you really serious about not leaving? Are you really willing to commit to me without knowing what the future will bring? That's literally unfathomable to me. How can you know whether you will start to dislike me and want me gone? What if I get to be too overwhelming and you stop caring? I am not used to this, and I don't really know how to handle it.